when it rains it pours.... at least at the moment. Although I am not sure if I enjoy standing out in this rain, I have an umbrella and shelter... but im too stupid to go inside, instead I will stand put, place my hands on my hips and yell: HUMOR ME!!!

All they need to do is humor me, its simple.. if youre boring, go away. if you enjoy a laugh, ill give you a shot. Or is it me that you are giving a shot? Who knows...? All I know is that there is always that one.. that ONE that you can never get, the ONE that you dont even know is really being truthful, honest to themselves even. The ONE in which you realllllly cant be fucked humoring or even know why you want to get them? Its all a game Im afraid, and this bitch is playing hard.

yeh so

Instead of pondering on the what if or how will? Action upon the immediate thought without repressing the outcome.

Why do you have to speak? why are you still talking? lets converse about our day.. like you really care! so please be quiet, please start doing whatever you need to do in order to please the situation, sugar coat it.. what ever. I don't want to do that, I will do that, if you're lucky I may contribute - if you're not, take it like a man.