Are you content with life or content with what you have? Can these two things be different? I wouldn't have thought so at the end of last year, I would have thought that they would be classified as the same.

I have found myself. I have finally become content with life. What we have is not relevant. 

I have realised that there is nothing more to life than the path that was set out for you by "god",  who knows where you are taking yourself? Realistically, you are taking yourself on a  path that is already laid out for you. Its just a matter of which path you take. You can have multiple paths, or just two...

You realise these sort of things as soon as you become aware of the universe and its impact on your life. Nothing else matters than this. The universe is us.

I don't need anything or anyone. I may need assistance, companionship from time to time and definatly a sexual partner!What I have come to realise over these past couple of months is that the universe will give you something you ask for but it will test you to see if you're ready? if youre not ready, you will crash and fall. More importantly, if you do not succeed - it just wasnt meant to be (not happen, that is different - everything which happens is meant to happen) I asked and i got more that what I wanted, what i "initially" wanted - wasn't what the universe had planned for me, it tested me. It gave me a pear when i specifically asked for an apple. I wasn't clear. It wasn't clear, now the repercussions are happening but I dont worry, I do not fear. I will let the path pave itself in front of me just as it has planned to have done from the moment I asked.

Everybody that has entered my life has been there for a reason, whether in a negative or positive way; all impact has come from suffering. I have never figured this out, but now I know and I have felt such a large shift in my path. 

I have found my calling - i have found my heart.